Last One on the Blog Train

Typical-gays

The next high

The next lay

The GOP

Bible-thin arguments against gay marriage that never prove their point

Email

Being the number one guy in charge

Trying to keep up with people that never cared to keep up with me

Phone calls

Bill collectors

Dwelling on mistakes

Just to name a few.

Dance/Pop Music

Rollercoasters

A man who really adores me

Buffy

Angel

Charmed

Singing in the car

iPods

Saving money

Starting Grad School

Parents that have shown unconditional love

Being back in DC to see my neice grow up and a new neice or nephew on the way

Building a relationship with my Dad

Sleeping in

Getting up early

The gym and watching me grow naturally

Janet Jackson

Britney Spears

Madonna

The View

Ellen DeGeneres

That I'm not afraid of making mistakes

New friends that have opened my eyes to how life is lived on the other side, away from drama    and drugs.

Hoping that my old friends that are still in drama and drugs may one day come out of that.

$40 haircuts

That I drive a pick-up truck

Talk radio

UFC/MMA

Wikipedia

Entertainment Weekly

TV Shows on DVD

That I got my self-pride back

I care about what's on my Facebook page status, and society tells me I have to care about posting ad nauseum on Twitter. I care less about what is posted on here, because I don't know how many people out there ever read my blog. I know past friends have, my ex-boyfriend has, an old fraternity brother has, and a few people who felt moved or amused enough to comment back (Thanks! I enjoy the comments.)

I never censored on here, and I don't plan on starting. At this point in my life, if I censored, I'd have nothing to say. Having nothing to say is like not existing. I promise to offend, amuse, stir the pot, call people out, ramble on, etc. 

I was trying to focus energy on writing a book or memoir about my twenties. Not from the "gay" angle, or the "drug" angle, but from the "one foot in front of the other" angle. I'm not defined as gay or recovering addict or male or white; I share those aspects with millions of other people. I am defined by the choices I've made and will continue to make. I chose to let getting high take priority over a lot of real and tangible things during the entire Bush Administration (I think a lot of you did too.) I chose to move to New York, I chose to socialize in a way that would not produce long lasting friendships and I chose to move back and start on a different way of living my life, that is closer and more true to who I am.

The book would have put the last Harry Potter novel to shame in length.

It was to be too self depricating, too self absorbed, too preachy and I didn't want to run the risk of Oprah or Starbucks choosing it as the book of the month.

A book has a begining, middle and end. I'm not finished yet.